I have no clue about anything.
My definition is some kind of territorial claim upon another person that is effectively a silk rope that says "VIPs only" and only lets one person through however so often. That one person would be my boyfriend. There's an established area that is his; that area being me. Not me in my entirety, I still have my free-will and spirit, but my emotional bonds are linked to him and my body is his. Where do I stand if not there?
I'm frustrated over something I want? What the fuck is wrong with my head?