I'm in a really interesting situation. I don't want to be in love, yet I am. The gray area suffices, but for how long? I keep telling myself that I want someone to fall in love with and I get opportunity after opportunity but still manage to shoot myself in the foot every time. What is it with my self-sabotage?
It isn't so bad, I guess. I have something to work for and someone to care for. That's all I really wanted and I have it in front of me. So things aren't so bad, after all.
Amends are really interesting to make especially when they're with yourself.